" I love you."

" I love you too."

The words hit Rose like a freight train. Knocking the air out of him and sending his mind into a tail spin. How could this have happened! How could such a wonderful man such as Ensign Maclean fall for a man like Laytner? The Captain was seething, gritting his teeth so hard it hurt. They were so casual together, Dee and Ryo, and it made Berkely’s blood boil. He watched as the other two men parted and then listened as Dee told Ryo that he was going to see the Commander. Rose didn’t think he could be any more angry, but he was wrong after seeing the look in Ryo’s eyes as Dee turned to walk away. Unless you were looking for it you would miss it, but Rose noticed it and his ego took another blow. The look in Ryo’s eyes was one of worry and fear; he was terrified that Dee wouldn’t return to him. Laytner had practically rose from the grave and Ryo thought that if he took his eyes off of him it would turn out to be a cruel dream.

Dee saw the look too and sighing smiled, " How ‘bout I see you after I go see the Commander?"

Berkely was quick to speak wanting to put an end to this now, " He must return to the Infirmary!" he didn’t try to hide his distain for Laytner.

Dee looked over his shoulder casually, showing no sign of being intimidated by the Captain. In fact he was smirking, a triumphant show of protection and possession, " Oh I won’t hurt him...but there are a few things that we need to discuss privately," then he gave a wink and Rose couldn’t help but bare his teeth at that. Dee turned his attentions back to Ryo, " Later tonight, you better be there," and with one last devastating smile he turned and made his way off the Deck.

Ryo didn’t dare look at the Captain as he rushed from the Bridge and walking briskly went into his quarters. Once there he locked the door and flopped down onto his comfy arm chair. Then running his hands over his face sighed heavily. He could only imagine what punishments Captain Rose had in mind. Showing affection in uniform was already forbidden, but doing so with another of higher rank and your Supervisor, no less, had to be the epitome of stupidity. Ryo moaned, this was going to be horrible and there was nothing he could do about it. He wasn’t thinking professionally when he saw Dee, rather, he was thinking with his heart, something the blond rarely did and this was the perfect reason as to why. It got him into trouble. Ryo shook his head, trouble was the wrong word. Sure he would have to face the Captain’s wrath later, but in hindsight, he would do it again. Following his heart allowed him to share a deep and passionate kiss with Dee, even if it was in front of everyone. Following his heart is what lead to his revelation and his subsequent confession.

After the night Ryo had fumbled on the phone and said "You too" to Dee, he had been thinking about why it was so easy for him to respond to such deep, compassionate words. Ryo was still mulling it around in his head when the attack happened in Gorren air space and he thought Dee had died. Now he was trying to figure out if he told Dee he loved him because he was so relieved that he was alive or if he really meant them from his heart. Ryo smiled, he was wasting his time, he already knew that those words were said with truth. Dee had captured his soul and it left him feeling wonderfully warm. Ryo’s smile widened, aside from Dee’s obvious good looks, he had a great personality too. He could make Ryo laugh and his cool demeanor never failed to make Ryo feel calm and secure in any situation. The best thing about Dee, however, was the fact that he didn’t try to change Ryo. Dee didn’t try to belittle him or change him into a more outgoing person. Dee seemed to like Ryo’s collected level-headed personality, but he never made him feel like he was vulnerable and submissive because of it. Ryo hadn’t been wrong when he told Dee he loved him. In fact, he probably should have said it sooner.

***

J.J. and Drake were still in the Headquarters building, sitting at Darius’ desk. J.J. was petting Chance now that her seeing eye harness was off and Drake was typing frantically on the computer. Neither knew of ‘Stetson’s status and Dee’s appearance on ‘Glorious’.

J.J. spoke, " You sure Darius will be alright without Chance?"

" Yeah," Drake cursed under his breath when he came up against a fire wall, " he has his cane with him, but he knows this place like the back of his hand. He can maneuver around this place with his eyes closed."

Drake stopped typing and looked over at J.J. slowly, his friend was smirking at him, amused with Drake’s slight slip of the tongue. Drake looked embarrassed, but J.J. thought the remark was sweet. It showed just how much Drake cared for and respected Darius, so much so that his blindness was so far from his mind that he would make a statement mostly associated with seeing men.

J.J. decided to break the tension, " Are you having any luck?" he leaned close to Drake, looking over his shoulder, " That all looks Greek to me..."

Drake chuckled, and leaning back rested his head on J.J.’s shoulder, " It’s all crypted text. It is supposed to make it harder to read. Since I did this before though," Drake sat up straight and punching a few keys made the gibberish on screen disappear into the English language, " Presto Change-o!"

" How will this help us?" J.J. was frowning, " This looks...well, old."

" It is," Drake continued to type, " this is the back door I took to find the evidence against Rose all those years ago. These are all the false orders he gave out that were meant to look like they came from HQ. Wait a minute," Drake opened a few folders then pointing at the screen beamed, " See, there’s mine!"

J.J. raised an eyebrow at that smiling sweetly, then shaking his head asked, " Again, how will this help us?"

Drake typed some more, hiding his presence, but allowing a way for him to come back later, " I can use this back door to continue my search. If I have a way of getting in then I won’t have to go through the entire business of hacking every time I want to look for something. Granted I will have to do a little work to get back in, but not nearly the amount I did today," Drake logged out and leaning back against his friend sighed.

J.J. allowed Drake to lean on him as he continued to scratch Chance behind her ears. Drake turned slightly looking at his friend. He and J.J. had hit it off the moment they met and Drake was grateful that he had a friend on the ship that he could speak with and that he felt comfortable around. Though he missed Darius and other friends he had a Headquarters he couldn’t help but think that the trade was worth it.

Drake sighed loudly to get J.J. attention, then turning their chairs he made sure they were facing one another. Looking concerned Drake posed a question to J.J., " Are you alright, about the Lieutenant and Maclean?"

J.J. blinked, the question seemed random to him. He answered his friend, none the less, "I am okay with it," Drake raised a brow in disbelief, " No really. It took a while, but I am okay now. I had always known that being a Lieutenant he couldn’t respond to me anyway. I guess what really hurts though isn’t the fact that he couldn’t it’s that he wouldn’t. Not for me. Rank, apparently, doesn’t mean all that much to him and that realization is the hardest to get past," J.J. looked down bitting his lip, " I have moved on long ago. I will always have the ‘what if’ factor, but I’m a grown man," He looked up suddenly, his eyes boring into Drake’s, " I won’t pine after him. Besides, I think I want to set my eyes elsewhere."

Drake’s eyes widened slightly in reaction to J.J.’s conviction. The man was indeed over Lieutenant Laytner and for some reason this made Drake almost giddy. He knew had to look like a fool, staring at J.J. with a crooked smile and he was fairly certain that he was beginning to blush. He didn’t feel too bad about that though, given the fact that J.J. had a cute pink flush on his cheeks as well. Suddenly, an idea came to Drake’s mind, could the person J.J. wanted to set his sights on be...him?

Drake whispered softly, his mind a little confused and to his surprise a bit hopeful, "J.J.?"

A smooth smile covered the nervousness, " Drake?"

Drake’s eyes grew wide, the tension wasn’t his imagination. And the blush across J.J.’s handsome face was definitely for a reason. Drake made to speak again but was cut off by Chance’s bark. The two men looked at the door in time to see it swing open as Darius walked in.

" Hello guys," Darius locked the door and J.J. relinquished his seat to him, " I hope I gave you two enough time..."

" Yeah," Drake stood with a stretch, " I just did the preliminaries. I will have to come back another day though to finish it."

" Take your time," Darius pulled out a pack of bubble gum and sliding the blue stick between his teeth began to chew, " Rumor has it Rose is pissed. Some said they saw him in the building cursing about how he refuses to leave the dock," he leaned back and teetering on two legs put his feet up on the desk, " People say he is out to take some guy named Laytner down, say he’s having a torrid affair with a crew member," Darius shrugged, " I don’t know really though. Like I said it is a rumor."

J.J. and Drake were looking at each other with wide eyes and Drake mouthed ‘He’s alive’ to his shocked friend. Then J.J. turned his attentions to Darius, " Thanks for everything, but we have to go!" Grabbing his friend’s arm J.J. jerked Drake from the room, ignoring Darius’ confused expression.

***

" Rose is gonna have your hide for this," Diana was glaring at her former crew mate.

Dee merely shrugged, " Yeah, I don’t care though."

" You wouldn’t" Diana scowled, " What about Maclean though? Will he care? His career could be completely ruined after this Dee!" Diana sighed loudly and rolling her eyes mumbled, "You irresponsible prick."

" Hey now!" Dee was clearly annoyed, " Ryo’s a grown ass man! He could have pushed me away or told me no!"

Diana frowned, " And you know none of that would have gotten you to stop."

Dee’s eyes widened in disbelief, " Who’s the prick now?"

Diana smirked, " Smart ass," she shook her head indicating that she was through talking about this particular subject, " Anyway, how is everyone on the ‘Stetson’?"

" Good, we’re good..." Dee looked up when he heard the door open and saw Ryo step into the room.

Dee gave Ryo a look and Ryo raised his hands then after telling him that the nurses hunted him down sat on the edge of his bed. Dee stood and completely forgetting his conversation with Diana walked over to Ryo’s side and bending began to give him another passionate kiss. Suddenly the sweet moment was broken by a hard palm to Dee’s chest and a powerful push. He stubbled back and straightening looked up confused, but the feeling passed once he saw it wasn’t Ryo who had pushed him away. The moment Dee realized it was Rose he was having a manilla folder thrust into his chest and the Captain stepped up so close that they were inches apart. Fire could be seen behind the wire rimmed glasses as a smile formed on Berekly’s lips. Dee was trembling in his rage and though he was furious he remained quiet waiting for Rose to explain his obvious ire.

" In two days you will be up for Court Marshall. Insubordination and Fraternization," Rose snarled and Dee quirked his eyebrows at it, " Please don’t be late," then he had turned and left the room just as quietly as he had came in.

Dee cocked his head before dropping it to look at the folder. It was orders to appear in Dress Uniform at the Headquarters Judicial Hall at 0800. Dee scoffed at it and threw it onto Ryo’s side table. Ryo looked up worried, but Dee shook his head with a slight smile.

Diana chuckled, " Told you so."

Dee dropped his smile and looking over his shoulder graced Diana with a glare that made her regret her little stabbing remark.

***

Ryo looked at the folder that Dee had left, after storming out of the Infirmary not too long after Diana’s remark. He was reading it, in fact this was his forth time reading the orders. He was still slightly dumbstruck at the words. He was on to his fifth pass when J.J. and Drake burst through the door, J.J. holding onto the crook of Drake’s elbow. Ryo could tell from J.J. features that he knew about Dee. Ryo sighed he wasn’t in the mood to listen to a giddy J.J. squealing about how happy he was that Dee was alive. Ryo turned his head toward J.J. ready to confirm Dee’s existence and end the conversation.

Ryo wasn’t fast enough for J.J. was already asking his question, " Is it true? The crew of the ‘Stetson’ is okay?"

Ryo blinked, J.J. was asking about the whole crew not just Dee. Ryo then turned his eyes to the hand that held Drake by the elbow. The action was comfortable and familiar and Ryo felt as though it spoke of something far more than friendship. Ryo smiled meeting J.J.’s eye’s again, "Yes, they are all safe."

J.J. nodded and his form visibly relaxed. Drake moved from J.J. and sat on Ryo’s bed then pointing at the folder asked, " What’s that?"

" Order’s for Dee," Ryo’s answer was blunt and the expression told the two men that the orders were not pleasant ones. It also told the men not to pry.

Diana sighed loudly, " I’m turning on the tv," she didn’t wait for a response before using her remote and immediately finding an all news station:

Everyone in the room looked toward the tv as a clip from a past interview was now being played.

Rose’s smirk was easily seen through the hazy ancient screen of the Sick Ward’s television. Diana had picked up a magazine and was reading that as well as listening to the news. The three men near and on Ryo’s bed, on the other hand, were angry.

Drake spoke first, " That son of a bitch sold us out so he could make Admiral!"

J.J. sighed, " At least we know now that we are on the right track."

Drake nodded, " I’m going back," he looked up at J.J. sternly, " We need to find the proof while we are still at Headquarters."

" I agree," J.J. and Drake stood and they were out the door before Ryo could ask what was happening.

It really didn’t matter though, Rose had finally crossed the line. First his blatant disregard for Ryo’s personal space and his advances, then his proposal to have Dee charged with Fraternization and now his obvious involvement with the fire on ‘Glorious’ and the removal of their blueprints. Ryo stood and walking into the nurses station asked for the doctor.

As soon as the doctor stepped through the door Ryo spoke, " I won’t be coming back, I’ve got things to do."

He left before the doctor could speak.

Rose watched as Ryo walked away from the Sick Ward and taking long strides over to him asked, " What are you doing out of bed?"

" I was discharged," Ryo spoke without slowing down.

" Hmm," was Rose’s reply, " Listen Randy-"

" Ensign Maclean."

Rose blinked, " Um, alright. Ensign Maclean, listen, I know you are upset with me, but rules are rules and they are there to be followed. You and I both know that Lieutenant Laytner broke many of them."

Ryo stopped then turning slowly looked at the Captain in disbelief, " How dare you..."

Rose sighed, " Come to my office and we will talk about it,"

Ryo narrowed his eyes slightly then turning on his heels made his way to the Captain’s office.

***

" Okay, now that we are alone I want you to speak your mind," Rose was sitting behind his desk, elbow resting on the dark wood top with his fingers interlaced.

Ryo was standing on the other side forcing his arms to stay limp at his sides and not crossed over his chest, " The Lieutenant is a great officer, they need him during a time like this. He can’t risk wasting time at court."

Rose shook his head, " He is not an officer, he is a man who held on long enough to get the rank of one."

" You are being unfair."

" He has went against rules and regulations," Rose sighed, " Pursuing a subordinate is forbidden."

Ryo chose to cross his arms then and with a smirk spoke coldly, " Why do I get the feeling that if I had chosen a relationship with you that this wouldn’t even be an issue?"

Rose narrowed his eyes, " This is anything, but personal."

" Like hell it isn’t!" Ryo walked over to the desk and slamming his palms onto it spoke through gritted teeth, " You are a bastard!"

Rose stood at that remark, " Watch yourself Ensign."

" You said I could speak my mind now that we are alone," Ryo stood his ground, " Ironic how you are allowed to paw all over me, but if Dee does it it is grounds for a Court Marshal! Explain how this isn’t personal!"

" You have no right-"

" I have no right!" Ryo’s voice was steadily rising, " You are the one acting like a wounded lover. This isn’t high school Rose! I don’t want you! You are a grown ass man! Get over it!"

Rose moved around the desk and was now standing inches from Ryo, " You call me a bastard! Yet you are the one allowing this ape of a man to touch you! Don’t you have any respect for yourself?"

" Ape?" Ryo was fuming and the two men were yelling now, " He is a much nobler man than you could ever be!"

Rose laughed and it was full of darkness, " Noble? You are taking a baby killer to your bed!"

Ryo’s anger flared at that, " He was following orders! Which is it? You want him to follow orders or do what he wants!"

" I want him to do what is right!" Rose’s eyes were clouding over and Ryo noticed that tears were the cause of it, " I want him to own up to his mistake! I want him to suffer! Yet he goes on with life and finds happiness! Never!" Rose’s volume dropped dangerously as the tears finally fell, " I will spend the rest of my days destroying him."

Ryo stepped back touched and a bit frightened at the older man’s confession. His voice was but a whisper as he spoke, " But, Sir, she is alive, she is okay. That girl, Carol, is alright."

" You knew?" Rose looked at Ryo with dark narrowed eyes. His voice was thick with hatred and pain, " You knew and you still chose to be with him?" Ryo opened his mouth to speak, but Rose continued, " You are wrong. She is not ‘alright’. The fallout from the blast hit her ship and it crashed. She was pinned and she watched as her friends died around her. Ensign Maclean, when she was found she was nearly dead. They ended up amputating her legs and if that wasn’t enough she lost the sight in her left eye," Rose ran his fingers through his hair, " I still keep in touch with her, even now, all these years later, she still has nightmares, hearing her friends crying out and asking for help in her sleep. Maclean, Lieutenant Laytner will pay for hurting my child. I want him to suffer, just like my little girl."

Ryo took a shuttering breath. Rose was referring to Carol as his child and though Ryo knew she wasn’t his biological child, if Rose had adopted her in his mind as being his daughter then his anguish was understandable. Ryo nodded slowly then left the Captain’s office quietly.

***

Darius waved at Drake and J.J. as they walked in, but continued to speak into his microphone. Drake waited until the man was finished and had put the device on mute before speaking.

" I need a huge favor from you Darius," Drake made sure his voice conveyed the importance of his statement, " I need to take your laptop with me back to ‘Glorious’."

Darius frowned, " You gotta give me more than that."

" I need to spend as much time as I can looking for evidence and I can’t spend all my time here. I know your laptop is linked to the HQ’s computers and files. I can to the searching back on the ship," only after his sentence did Drake bite his lower lip.

" I see," Darius took his time thinking over the request, then, " On the top shelf of the black book case," he pointed behind him, " After you get it leave, I want to talk to J.J. alone."

Drake looked at Darius puzzled then sighed, " Fine," he took the case holding the laptop and walking toward the door shrugged at J.J. before leaving.

Darius waited to hear the click then turning in his swivel chair crossed his arms over his chest, " Drake is like a brother to me, J.J. I care for him a lot."

J.J. didn’t answer, just stood with his arms at his sides, worrying his lip.

Darius continued, " Don’t hurt him. I may not be able to see, but I can still kick your ass."

J.J. believed him and knew what he was talking about. Somehow Darius had picked up on J.J.’s budding feelings for his friend. J.J. himself hadn’t even fully recognized them and he was afraid they were only there because he was trying so hard to get over Dee. He was afraid that his eyes had turned toward his friend because of their closeness.

J.J. sighed, " It isn’t like that..."

Darius smiled, " Not yet. Trust me, I know Drake."

J.J. looked surprised, Darius was basing his conclusions on Drake’s feelings not his! J.J. asked, " Then why are you threatening me?"

" Because I really can’t see you resisting his advances," Darius chuckled, " and that is what good friends do. Threaten their best friend’s lovers!"

J.J. shook his head smiling, then with a chuckle of his own said, " I’m leaving Darius..."

" Whatever," the man swung his chair back around, " Good luck you guys!"

J.J. turned quickly and looked at Drake who was sheepishly standing near the closed door. J.J.’s mouth dropped open and Drake shrugged, " I was nosy, sorry. How did you know?"

The question was directed at Darius, who in turn tapped his nose, " Cologne."

J.J. frowned and pushing past Drake left the room.

Drake had to run to keep up, " Don’t be mad. Please!"

" I not mad," J.J. stopped and turned looked at his friend, " I’m furious! How dare you eavesdrop! That conversation was supposed to be private!"

" But I knew it involved me so why shouldn’t I be involved!"

J.J. scowled, but instead of speaking his mind turned and started to walk again. He was more embarrassed than angry. He didn’t want Drake to know he was think about him in that way. Even if Darius thought Drake was thinking that way also, there was no real proof.

Drake grabbed J.J.’s arm and forced him to stop, " Can we talk about this?"

" What?" J.J. spat out annoyed, jerking his arm from Drake’s grasp, " About how wrong it is to listen in on other peoples business?"

" No," Drake looked down briefly then returned his gaze to J.J., " About this," he moved his hands between the two of them, " About us?"

J.J.’s features suddenly softened and the man ran his fingers through his hair with a sigh, " Not now...one thing at a time...let’s just concentrate on nailing Rose."

Drake nodded, somewhat disappointed, " Alright then. Listen Jemmy, I’m sorry."

J.J. leaned forward and quickly gave Drake a sweet peck on the lips, " So’k," then turning he made his way toward the exit, but not before looking back at his stunned friend with a gentle smile.

***

Drake was still typing frantically, J.J. had fallen asleep long ago, having stretched out on the floor. Drake looked over at the man, he had came to his room in a pair of pajama pants and a tank top. Drake smiled, it was like he was planning to sleep here. Drake walked over to his friend and shook him gently, when J.J. was awake enough to listen he whispered for him to get up and go lay on the bed. J.J. obeyed, swaying as he walked to the large bed and plopping down on it promptly started a soft snore.

Drake smiled again and went back to his desk. He typed someone, yawning, grateful that Darius let him borrow his laptop. It had taken all afternoon to get this deep into the HQ’s files and after stopping to eat dinner, it had taken most of the night to get were he was now. Drake yawned again and decided to finish up and go to bed too, he would sleep in the wing back, not wanting to startle J.J. in the morning. Which, Drake looked at the computer’s clock and frowned, was about four hours away. Just as he was about to sign off an idea came to him. He steeled himself, it was risky but he was going to try to find the vidphone files, a place where he couldn’t cover his tracks, if he found something he would have to put it to disk tonight and pray that someone didn’t decide to do an extensive security check. Drake typed and broke through fire walls and decoded crypted text. Once he was in he searched for Rose’s calls, having deciphered his computer numeral code a while ago. Suddenly only the calls made by Rose were shown. There were many, but Drake was only interested in the ones made to an outside source through a protected line. The same number was called every time a protected line was used and once Drake got the number written down he inserted a disk and began to copy the call log.

Standing he made his way over to his own vid phone when he heard a loud yawn and watched as J.J. made his way to the bathroom. Yep, J.J. had intended all along to sleep here, Drake thought with a smile. After an abnormally long piss J.J. walked back into the room and leaning over Drake’s shoulder asked what he was doing.

" I’m getting ready to call this number. It keeps coming up in Rose’s phone log," Drake dialed the number, careful to place his own protection over the link. Then the two men waited.

Soon they could see a room on screen, a large bed and some kind of sculpture. Then a voice, " Dammit Rose! This better be important," the sound of footsteps and the a large hand grabbing the screen and turning it so it was facing him better.

The three men stared at each other stunned. However, it was the man on the other line that spoke first, " You are not Rose."

Drake hit the record button, " No and you are G’nar."

The man narrowed his eyes, " You are recording me I assume?"

Drake was going to lie, but J.J. spoke up, " Yes."

The man nodded, unfazed, " What is it you want to know?"

" Why are you cooperating?"

" Why not?" the man smiled, " Besides, you think I’m not going to tell Rose about his sneaky rats?"

J.J. gulped, but Drake asked a question anyway, " How is starting a war going to help Rose make Admiral?"

" It won’t, but it is fun none the less," the G’nar smiled and it made Drake’s stomach turn, " We had a deal with the Senator, but I rather have the Gorren ports, so the deal is off," the G’nar rolled his blue eyes, " Not that he knows that, he still thinks we are working for him. The fool, I can’t do anything about securing that rank for him now!" he laughed and it was clear he was amused with the hole he had helped dig for Rose.

Drake frowned, " Did he give you the blueprints to ‘Glorious’?"

The man shook his finger at the two humans, " Nuh un, I can’t give you all the answers!" more amused laughter then he looked back at Drake and J.J., " I tired of your simple minds. Do not call me again."

Drake watched as the call was ended. He took out the mini disk and looking at J.J. spoke, " We need to go. Now!"

" Where to?" J.J. was already walking toward the door.

" Go to your room and get dressed, I will get you in five," Drake then removed the disk from the laptop of Rose’s call log, " We are going to see Admiral Jenkins."

J.J. looked over at his friend concerned, " That’s jumping chain."

Drake scowled, " I know that! Now go get dressed!"

***

Ryo walked from Rose’s office in a daze. He would never have thought that the man could feel so much compassion and love for another person. Ryo stopped looking back at the office door, Rose was even keeping in touch with her. Ryo sighed, he couldn’t just stand in the hall all day, besides, he needed to get out of his infirmary issued shirt and drawstring pants and into some real clothes.

Ryo walked to his room slowly, he had to admit that Rose made a point, Dee had broken several rules and regulations and in all honesty the Captain does have every right to call him on it. No matter how ironic. Ryo stopped at his door, pushing the necessary buttons and stepped inside. He quickly made his way to this shower and stripping as he went, was underneath the perfectly tempered water in no time.

Ryo moaned contently, being in his own shower and having the freedom to take his time, was wonderful. He closed his eyes as the pure water struck his head then ran down his face in a warm, smooth sheet. Ryo reached for the soap, still with closed eyes, and began to lather. His fingers ran over his scar and he stopped, slowly opening his eyes and looking down at the wound.

Ryo remembered when he reopened it. He was aiding J.J. at the time, he hadn’t even felt the tear. He was too preoccupied with watching the destruction of the ‘Stetson’. Ryo’s heart constricted with the memory, even though he knew Dee was okay now it still didn’t remove the fact that he had grieved for him. Ryo stroked the torn skin, feeling the taunt stitching under his fingers, pressing slightly until it hurt. He remembered he would do that whenever the tears threatened to overtake him while he was in the Sick Ward. He would press and press until the physical pain outweighed the emotional. Ryo had even considered not reenlisting once his time was up...he didn’t think he could continue with space business, let alone stay on ‘Glorious’ without Dee. It would be too painful. He had been pushing back his feelings for Dee ever since the man had made his affections known and the only one Ryo would acknowledge was the desire he felt. It was during his grief that all the other feelings finally could be set free. His body and soul much to weak to keep them buried now. Ryo finally admitted that he was fully in love with Dee and when he had voiced that revelation to Dee it had felt wonderful.

Ryo heard the bell to his door sound. He groaned, but turned off the shower and stepped out. Still in the middle of drying off he heard the door slide open.

" What the!" Ryo wrapped the towel quickly around his waist and turned toward the door abruptly, eyes wide.

Dee smirked openly giving Ryo a once over, " Second Command of ‘Glorious’ remember," he held up a gold key card, " I can get into anyone’s room."

Ryo scowled, " If you had just waited I would have gotten the door," then he narrowed his eyes, " after I was dressed."

" Waste of time," Dee plopped down on Ryo’s bed with a grin, careful not to harm his cast.

Ryo went to reply then stopped when he realized that the waste of time would be getting dressed. His chocolate eyes widened at the thought, Dee wanted to see him naked. Ryo decided to respond by making a show of cinching the towel tighter. This brought an amused chuckle from Dee before he leapt from the bed and grabbing Ryo’s arm threw him onto it. Ryo barely had time to adjust (his senses as well as the gaping towel) before Dee had descended upon him. Dee was smiling wickedly as he straddled the blond his emerald eyes twinkling mischievously.

Ryo waved his hands in front of his face defensively, " Now Dee, I know that look...just chill okay?"

Dee grabbed Ryo’s wrist with his good hand and was pleased when Ryo allowed him to trap both. Then Dee pushed Ryo’s arms up and pinned them above his head, " You worry too much," Dee’s grin widened, " What could I possibly do to you?"

Ryo rolled his eyes, " That is my point exactly," then he smiled sweetly at Dee, " What about the ‘Stetson’? Shouldn’t you be going back to your ship?"

Dee shrugged, " Whatever," then he sighed, " Honestly, I was on my way back, but then I thought, how much more trouble could I get in if I stayed longer," Dee’s eyes changed then, showing all his emotion, " I missed you baby."

Ryo looked away, a blush creeping onto his cheeks, " I missed you too."

" Besides," Dee leaned forward, pressing his body to Ryo’s. His voice was a seductive whisper, " I better get my fun in before I go to jail."

" That’s not funny," Ryo admonished, " With the pull Rose has he just might be able to have that done to you."

Dee nuzzled Ryo’s neck, " I’m not worried," then he was kissing the spot, licking the throbbing vain at his throat.

Ryo moaned softly, " You should be. That man hates you," as he spoke the words his body arched into the warmth of Dee’s.

Dee continued his kissing, " There is nothing I can do about that..." he laved at the flesh and he could feel Ryo’s body heat through his tongue.

Ryo sighed gently, deciding that to talk more about this would be in vain. Dee was perfectly ready to accept his fate and although Ryo was uneasy about it, it would be Dee who would face it. So Ryo relaxed into Dee’s touch, his body finding comfort in the familiar heat. Dee had came to his room in uniform and Ryo blushed at the open thought that rushed into his mind: he needed to get it off. Ryo was shy about going about it, but still his delicate fingers twitched and he moved his wrist. Dee shook his head telling Ryo silently that he had no intention of releasing his hands.

Ryo blushed deeper before whispering, " I want to touch you," then he boldly lowered his voice and let out a seductive demand, " Dee, let me touch you..."

The sultry tone had the desired effect and Dee quickly let go of Ryo’s arms, placing his on right side of the blond’s head, resting on his elbow, his broken arm now rested gently on Ryo’s chest. Dee stopped the gentle kissing and licking he was still engaged in and lifting his head he studied his lover for a second before capturing his lips in a searing kiss. Ryo was grateful for the kiss, his eyes now closed he didn’t have to look Dee in the eye as he undressed him. His long fingered hands reached up and rested on Dee’s strong back, massaging once before sliding upward in search of the top’s zipper. Once there he slowly began to undo the top, pulling until the zipper was fully opened.

Dee broke the kiss and looking down at Ryo with desire and love filled eyes quirked and eyebrow. When Ryo stated that it wasn’t fair that he was the only one nude, Dee smiled, then with the quickness of a panther had the top and bottom off and thrown to the floor, maneuvering his cast and sling like it wasn’t a hindrance of any kind.

Ryo gasped when Dee settled himself between his legs. The towel, having never been straightened, didn’t provide a barrier for the men and so the result was their hot arousals touching. Dee took advantage of their positions and began an agonizingly slow and pleasurable rocking. The light sheen of sweat associated with a rise in body temperature made sure the friction between the two erections was smooth and electrifying.

Ryo was already panting, his hands gripping Dee’s shoulders as if to ground himself. Dee quickened the pace using his toned muscles to rock his hips harder. Ryo bit his lip to keep the moans at bay, shutting his eyes to better concentrate on the pure pleasure Dee was bestowing on his body with this simple act. Dee smiled at Ryo’s expression, the look was extremely erotic.

Dee leaned forward, slowly losing control of himself, and whispered into Ryo’s ear, " I want you...all of you..."

Ryo opened his eyes, his dark almond eyes taking in the man above him. All of Dee’s desire and lust could be seen swimming in the depths of those brilliant verdant eyes. Ryo knows that the same could be seen in his own, he wanted Dee just as strongly. However, other emotions could be seen: love and caring, a deep respect and a fierce protectiveness. Ryo knew in his heart that Dee wouldn’t just use his body for sexual release, but Ryo felt relief at being able to see that fact as well.

Ryo reached up taking Dee’s face gently between his hands and whispered, " If you want me...have me."

Dee hesitated for a moment, making sure Ryo understood what he was agreeing to. At Ryo’s nod Dee smiled, then rising on his hands and knees made to prepare the blond. Dee sighed, not anticipating Ryo’s acceptance of this so soon (he thought that their relationship would be a few weeks maybe even a month old before they even talked about becoming intimate) he hadn’t thought to bring any sort of lubrication. Dee opened his mouth to explain and to ultimately end the night with a little petting and maybe some oral when Ryo closed his eyes and shook his head. Ryo blushed as he pointed to the lone bed side table. Dee raised his eyebrows and reaching over opened the drawer to find four small bottles of Astroglide, one of which was obviously used. Dee took that one then cleared his throat, indicating that he wanted an explanation.

Ryo sighed loudly then opening his eyes looked up at Dee, " It is better than lotion and I have to stock up whenever I get shore leave," the blush on his face overrode the irritation in his voice.

Dee smiled wickedly at that admission, " My Ryo, you’re naughty one," then he winked, "Better stock up on more than four next time. I’m insatiable," Ryo’s eyes grew wide, but he didn’t reply he merely watched as Dee coated his fingers, " This is only the warm up baby. Don’t worry, I will have you soon enough."

Ryo closed his eyes as Dee prepared him, moaning as the skilled fingers worked him. Dee applied gentle pressure to Ryo’s inner walls and slowly began a steady rhythm. A second finger was added then another and after the addition of that third finger Ryo couldn’t handle anymore. He was panting and rocking against the sweet invasion and finally a breathy plea tumbled from his lips, " Please. Now."

Dee smiled and swiftly removed his fingers and threw Ryo’s legs over his shoulders. Looking down at the blonde Dee sighed, overwhelmed, " You are beautiful," then closing his eyes he sheaved himself into the hot tightness. Into pure and utter bliss.

***

Dee hadn’t meant to fall asleep after his time with Ryo, but here he was lazily opening an eye resting his gaze on the slumbering blond next to him. Dee was filled with happiness, he and this wonderful man had just shared a deep physical and emotional bond that could never be severed. Dee yawned then sat up stretching, looking at the clock.. And let out a string of curses. Ryo opened his eyes taking in the sight of a naked Dee jumping from his bed. Ryo turned slightly to get a better look and hissed. His ass stung. Ryo smiled through the slight discomfort, remembering his time spent with Dee.

Dee hadn’t lied, he was insatiable. After a brief rest they had slept together again...and again. Ryo’s smile widened, he couldn’t really blame it all on Dee, after all their last tumble had been instigated by himself.

Dee was looking around for something then finally giving up turned to look at Ryo, "Where the hell is your vidphone!"

" On the desk," Ryo pointed to the small metal desk not more than a foot in front of Dee, " If you are going to use the vidphone may I suggest putting on some clothes first? Pants at least."

Dee scowled, " Whatever!" but he yanked his pants off the floor and put them on anyway.

Sitting at the desk Dee made a call to the ‘Stetson’, more precisely Commander Reynolds. Dee waited nervously for the call to go through. Dee, not a man to normally care about rules and regulations too much, found that the only person he truly wanted to make proud was Leslie Reynolds. He was the only person who could keep Dee in line, so to speak. Finally the screen came to life and Leslie could be see, even dressed in his pajamas he was impressive.

" Hello, Lieutenant," the older man’s voice didn’t sound angry so Dee relaxed somewhat, " What has you calling at this hour?"

Dee frowned, " I apologize for not returning to the ship at the designated time. I had no intention of disobeying you and I am ready to accept whatever reprimand or punishment you have put aside for me."

Now it was Leslie’s turn to frown, " What?" the word was spat out in an almost childlike manner, then his tone changed and it sounded analytical and proper, " I received a letter today from the Judicial Council stating that you will be returned to your post on ‘Glorious’, that being your home station, pending an investigation involving Fraternization and Insubordination. The return would be done immediately. I assumed you received the letter when you did not return. I was saddened and confused that you didn’t say good bye to us," then his volume dropped and it was menacing, " I didn’t know you had left purposely and of your own free will."

Dee chuckled nervously, " It isn’t like that, promise."

Leslie smiled, " I know, I am just giving you a hard time. I know you missed everyone there so I expected you would be late. So when I got the letter I actually thought, oh how good for Dee."

Dee laughed, " Yeah, you always had my back."

" I always will," Leslie’s smile never faltered, " Now, if that is all, I was sleeping when you called..."

" Yes, yes," Dee touched the screen, " Goodnight."

Leslie nodded then the call was ended. Dee stretched, glad that he hadn’t pissed off yet another superior. Dee walked over to Ryo’s small fridge and made a face when he couldn’t find a bottled water, " Hey, Ryo I’m gonna go snag some waters from the break room. You want anything?"

Ryo yawned, " No thanks. Leave the door open."

" Yeah, sure," Dee went through Ryo’s dresser and found a black tee shirt and opening the door left the room.

It didn’t take Dee long to grab three waters and two apples and head back to the room. Sitting on the edge of the bed he and Ryo began to eat their late night snack. The door was still open, something Ryo had asked for although Dee didn’t really know why. The two men talked, Ryo asking Dee about his time on the Stetson and Dee asking Ryo about Rose. Dee was about to call it a night, curl up in the warm bed beside his Ryo and fall into a restful sleep when he heard the rushing of feet and whispered voices. Ryo heard the sound too and looked toward the door as Dee stood to walk closer. Dee’s brow furrowed as he saw J.J. and Drake, in full uniform, jog past Ryo’s front door.

" Hey, hey!" Dee called out to the men, " Where are you going at this hour!"

J.J. stopped first grabbing Drake’s bicep to gain his attention. Drake turned around annoyed only to have his features change to that of shock. The words tumbled out before he could stop them, " Why the hell aren’t you on the ‘Stetson’!"

Dee scowled, " Why the hell are you in uniform?"

J.J. shook his head and dragged Drake toward Ryo’s room. Once inside Dee shut the door then looked over at the two who were now sheepishly seated on Ryo’s bed.

" Okay you two. Speak," Dee had his hand on his hip.

" We have proof!" J.J. blurted out, " We know it was Rose who sold us out!"

" What?" Dee’s question was spoken with an irritated and confused air.

" What?" Ryo’s question was spoken with in a breathy, relieved tone.

Drake sighed, " A lot of stuff has been going down while you where away and Rose had his hand in a lot..well, all of it," the look on Drake’s face told Dee that the ‘stuff’ wasn’t pleasant.

" You found proof?" Ryo hadn’t been listening, instead fixing his gaze on J.J.

J.J. nodded, " We are on our way to see the Admiral, give it to her face to face," Drake looked over at J.J. and visibly paled. He was going to try and make it out of here without telling Dee and Ryo, but especially Dee, the whole truth. He knew they could get in trouble for jumping the chain of command and though they haven’t done it yet he didn’t want to be stopped here.

Dee was shaking his head, " That’s a no-go. You are not going to see the Admiral."

" But," J.J. almost pouted.

" No!" Dee’s voice was commanding and solid and while it startled Drake and J.J., Ryo felt his loins stir. He turned his head slightly to hide the blush, " You are not going. That is an order!"

" Yes Sir," the response was in unison.

Dee sighed and sitting at the desk spoke to the men on a more personal level, " Listen, I am up for Court Marshal in two days. There will be an open trial in which the Admiral will be there. After the trial you can request to speak with her. Only then will not going through the chain be allowed."

J.J. nodded his understanding while Drake pursed his lips and through his annoyance grunted out an okay. Dee smiled warmly then told them to return to their rooms. Drake was up and out before J.J. had even stood from his place on the couch. J.J. said good night then jogged to catch up to his friend.

" Drake, don’t be angry!" J.J. took up the pace of his companion, " We will still be able to talk to her!"

" That’s not the point!"

J.J. stopped walking and whispered, " It is better this way. This way is right."

Drake turned on his heels and striding over to his friend looked J.J. square in the eye, "You didn’t want to do this tonight anyway, did you?"

J.J. frowned slightly, shaking his head, " No."

Drake nodded, " Yeah," then running his hand through his hair, whispered, " Okay, let’s go to bed," he grabbed J.J.’s hand before he had the thought to stop himself and turning began to walk to his room. J.J. looked down at their joined hands smiling, waiting was much better, he told himself, this way neither one of them could be punished and that ensured more time together. Which was something he was beginning to like.

***

Ryo looked over at Dee who was still seated at the desk. He smiled and said, " You were quite firm with those two..."

" Yeah, well," Dee shrugged then looked up at Ryo, " You think so?"

" Yes," Ryo stood and made his way over to stand in front of Dee, " but it was necessary."

Dee looked up as he began to feel Ryo’s fingers in his hair, " I don’t think I was that aggressive."

Ryo tilted his head in mock thought, " True, there are times when you are much more aggressive..."

Dee smiled, he could hear the desire rising in Ryo’s voice, " Really, what times would that be?"

Ryo looked down then leaning over he whispered against Dee’s lips, " Hmm, I can think of a time not too long ago."

Dee closed his eyes with a smirk, " You like it when I take charge don’t you."

Ryo chuckled then whispered, " Yes. Yes I do," then the two men where kissing and Ryo knew that he wouldn’t be allowed to go back to sleep.

***

Drake pushed through the reporters with a scowl, grabbing J.J.’s hand in the process so not to lose him. They shut their ears to the frantic questions and ran full speed toward Darius’ office. Once there Drake pounded on the door yelling through the dark wood, letting the Australian man that it was him and J.J. and not reporters. Darius opened the door then quickly locked it behind his guest backs.

" Damn! What the hell is going on here?" Drake sat in the chair in the opposite desk as J.J. sat on the floor. Chance came out from her resting place and moving closer to Darius plopped back down again.

Darius frowned, " That’s all complements of your Lieutenant. There hasn’t been a Court Marshal in years, let alone one about a same sex affair."

" Wow," J.J. spoke the words in awe, " So this is going to be on TV. God, Maclean isn’t going to like that..."

Drake sat the laptop on the desk in front of him nodding in response to J.J.’s words then he looked up at Darius and said, " I have everything I need, but there is a problem..."

" What?" the man never stopped his typing and the computer voice speaking the words was starting to grind at Drake’s nerves.

" I pulled phone records."

Darius’ fingers stilled then and he looked in Drake’s direction, " W-what...oh man..."

" Yeah," Drake worried his bottom lip, " so you think...by tomorrow?"

" Dammit Drake," Darius’ dark brows creased together and J.J. looked up and over his shoulder at the outburst, " I said I would help! I didn’t say I would bury myself!"

" Listen, listen!" Drake reached out and grabbed his friend’s hands, " Listen! The stuff we have is huge, Darius. Huge. They will be so preoccupied with the findings that they wouldn’t care if a routine security check was done. Plus, in a time of war more security checks are done anyway."

" That’s not the problem," Darius sighed, irritated, " I can get in the system and import a recent check and I can cover my tracks. Only thing is I can’t do it in one day, hell, less than one day."

" You can. I know you can," Drake’s tone became darkly serious, " You have to."

Darius scowled and jerked his hands away, " I don’t have to do shit!"

J.J. was up then stepping to the side of Darius and placing his hand on his shoulder. He spoke softly and honestly, " You told me that Drake was like a brother to you...that you cared for him. Did you lie to me? Because if you didn’t you sure don’t hold family in that high of a regard. You would let Drake fall, let him take all the blame?" J.J. dropped his hand, " Darius, I understand your dilemma. I really do. But if you can’t do this, then let it because you gave it your all and failed then that you just didn’t try at all. You would do that for a brother wouldn’t you?"

Darius was pursing his lips. He knew that J.J. was right, but that still didn’t mean he wasn’t any less annoyed. The smaller man made a good point, but to try to make him feel guilty about wanting to watch out for his own back left a bad taste in his mouth. Darius clenched his jaw, Drake was one of the closest friends he had and it would be wrong to leave the man hanging.

Darius ran his hand over his face and sighing loudly spoke, " I can’t do anything with you two hovering over me."

" Ah thanks Darius!" Drake leapt up from the chair.

" Whatever!" the man raised his hand and waved the others away, " Get out!"

***

Ryo stared at Dee’s reflection from his place on the bed. Dee looked remarkable in his dress uniform, it was something about the sleek lines and that majestic cape. Ryo smiled gently when he saw Dee’s emerald eyes scan his way.

" You’re smiling, but your eyes look sad," Dee spoke with a sigh. Then he turned, fully facing Ryo, " Everything will be alright."

" You don’t know that for sure," Ryo stood and walking over to his lover frowned, " Rose has pull."

" None of which he can use with reporters all around," Dee smirked then placed a chase kiss to Ryo’s forehead, " Come on, we gotta go. Trial starts in an hour."

The two men left the room and made their way to the entrance of the ship. Bikky ran up beside them and panting asked, " Can I come too?"

Dee looked down at the teen and smiling nodded his head. Bikky smiled then the three of them rounded a corner and were met by the rest of the Bridge crew as well as a few other crew members that were friends with Dee. They stepped aside and let the men walk between them and ultimately Dee and Ryo were in the front with their friends and supporters to the side of them. They stepped off ‘Glorious’ and onto the dock, out into the bright sunny day.

The crew members effectively held the media at bay while still keeping a steady pace toward Headquarters. The reporters were desperately trying to get statements and take pictures of the two men. Ryo was careful not to look around, he was already nervous in front of all these people and cameras and he knew if he looked at them he would want to fall back and blend within the rest of the crew of ‘Glorious’. Ryo didn’t want to leave Dee’s side, however, he wanted to show his lover that he supported him and was there for him. He wouldn’t hide from the media, he wasn’t ashamed to be with Dee.

A reporter, a tall woman with blond glossy hair, yelled out over the crowd. Her voice was crisp and strong, therefore her question was clearly heard over the ruckus, " Are the allegations true! Are you sleeping with a man!"

Dee looked in her direction and smiled, " Are you!"

The woman scowled at being ignored and gave up on asking any more questions.

The crew burst through the front doors of the Headquarters building and as the small, but formidable group rounded a corner Commander Reynolds walked up beside Dee then whispered, " Commander Spacey asked that I be here on her behalf. She is watching the trail from her hospital bed and she wishes you luck."

Dee nodded then sighing deeply entered the Judicial Hall. The few media that were allowed inside went instantly quiet at the entrance and watched as the crew of ‘Glorious’ took their seat and as the man on trail took his place behind a marble podium. This was a perfect case for the media a welcome change of pace in news days full of nothing but the G’nar war. The fact that Dee was exceptionally handsome helped also and the added taboo of him being a Lieutenant dallying with a lower ranking member was pure Hollywood. The reporters were practically foaming at the mouth with anticipation and listened to the Reading of the Case intently to make sure they hadn’t missed any details.

Dee looked to his right, locking eyes with Rose seated at a marble table as his transgressions were read. Rose merely smirked relishing this moment. He had waited his whole life for an opportunity to finally hurt this man deeply and though he was pained that the ripple from the outcome of this case would hurt Ryo as well he still wasn’t about to back down from this.

Finally the Reading of the Case was over and the reporters seemed to shift forward in their seats as three members of the United Earth Federation entered the room and sat down in their massive leather chairs behind a raised platform much like the ones used the Senate. Admiral Jenkins was in the middle along with Vice Admiral Smith on her right and Vice Admiral Greene on her left. Their presence was there for guidance and cumulation of facts as the Admiral deliberated for it was her decision alone what the punishment for the crime would be.

Admiral Jenkins spoke and despite her haggard appearance (the woman did not wear makeup nor did she care greatly about her white hair and as a result it was tangled and thinning) her tone left no doubt of her authority, " The case numbered Lay1455 will commence at this time of eleven hundred thirteen hours. Lieutenant Dee Laytner base ship the cargo vessel ‘Glorious’ TDY currently the war ship ‘Stetson’. Lieutenant are you aware that the charges of Fraternization and Insubordination are up for question against you?"

" Yes Admiral," Dee’s reply was calmly administered.

" Are you knowledgeable of what these terms mean?"

" Yes Admiral."

" Are you knowledgeable of what punishments could be handed down?"

" Yes Admiral."

" And do you understand that your guilt or innocence has not yet been determined and will not be until the end of all evidence presented?"

" Yes Admiral."

" Very good," she gave a curt nod, " Then I will proceed. Investigation of these charges was brought forth by Captain Berkely Rose. Captain Rose do you have anything to say before the presentation of evidence?"

J.J. scowled a bit and leaning over toward Ryo whispered hotly, " What ‘evidence’?"

Ryo merely shrugged watching the Captain rise from his seat. Ryo shook his head, Rose was wearing the new dress uniform and it made Ryo wonder how long the uniforms had been available to the cargo crew and just not given to them.

Rose adjusted the top of his uniform then began to speak, " We all know that Lieutenant Laytner has a penchant for bending the rules, but it has never affected his duties nor has it raised serious questions about his integrity given his exceptional record."

Rose’s discomfort about just giving Dee a compliment was clearly seen by Ryo though he doubted anyone else noticed.

Rose continued, " I feel that Lieutenant Laytner’s...how should I say this...extracurricular activities, will someday put his crew, including his lover, in danger," Rose sat indicating he was through with his words.

Admiral Jenkins spoke, " Lieutenant Laytner, is there anything you wish to say?"

Dee shook his head, " No Admiral."

" Very well, I will now be hearing all evidence regarding this investigation. Captain Ro–"

Drake stood quickly and forced his nervousness to get under control. Everyone in the room looked over and the reporters trained their cameras and recorders on the man.

" I have a few things that need to be brought forward Admiral."

Dee turned around and looked at Ryo wide eyed, " What is he doing!" he shot out in a strained whisper. Ryo shrugged and furrowed his brow mouthing ‘I don’t know’. Then Dee turned to J.J. and hissed, " What the hell is he doing?"

J.J. looked frantic, " I don’t know!" his whisper squeaked a bit and it was evident by his wide honest eyes that he really didn’t have a clue.

Admiral Jenkins pursed her lips at the interruption and a long pause settled over the room. Drake was forcing himself to remain calm, he didn’t tell J.J. of this new more reckless plan just in case it backfired. The way the tension in the room was now, he figured that was the direction it was going to go. He held his ground and continued to look into the Admiral’s eyes. He watched as the woman sighed deeply before she spoke.

" State your rank, name, and ship."

" Ensign Drake Parker of the cargo vessel ‘Glorious’."

The Admiral clenched her jaw and was about to speak when Rose jumped up and yelled, " This is nonsense! You can not let this man speak!"

Admiral Jenkins turned her head and glared, " Captain you can not tell me how to run my court room," she shook her head in disbelief. All of this was unorthodox and she wasn’t going to let the young man speak, however, she wasn’t too fond of Berkely Rose so she decided to listen to the Ensign after Rose’s outburst. She turned her gaze to Dee, " Lieutenant Laytner, please have a seat, Ensign Parker, please," she held out her hand indicating the podium. Drake nodded then made his way quickly to stand behind the cold marble.

Drake took a deep breath then began, " As you stated earlier the guilt or innocence of Lieutenant Laytner has not been determined yet. Therefore I think the integrity of the one raising the charges should be in question as well," Drake paused a bit as the reporters and his fellow crew members let out a collective gasp, " I think that if Captain Rose’s past actions are suspicious then the credibility of this case should be suspicious as well."

Now the room erupted into whispers and chatter as reporters hurriedly tried to transcript the young man’s words. J.J. was tugging fiercely at Dee’s collar whispering harshly ‘Stop him! Stop him!’. Ryo had grown pale at Drake’s words and he slowly glanced at the Captain. Berkely was glaring at Parker, his anger clearly evident, written all over his face and louder than if he was standing on the table top screaming his ire.

Admiral Jenkins lifted her hand and waited until the signal was recognized and the room stilled. She looked hard at Parker and stated, " Captain Rose has an impeccable record as an officer of the Federation and he is a respected Senator. I will advise you only once to be careful where you tread."

If Parker had any trace of nervousness it all dissipated after that statement. Hearing Rose being referred to as though they should be lucky he was their team made Drake sick to his stomach. This man had given away valuable information to the enemy and he had put the entire crew of ‘Glorious’ in danger. Drake steeled his resolve and in a resounding voice bellowed, " I know where I tread and I will have no mercy!"

***

Days from now the statement would be seen as the headline on the few still printed newspapers, various news blogs would cite it and reporters world wide would use it as their opening remarks. However, today the bold statement of "I know where I tread and I will show no mercy", made the entire room quiet. The room was so silent that when J.J. let out a tortured whine just about everyone turned their heads in his direction. Admiral Jenkins cleared her throat gaining back attention and then she stared at Drake.

Her voice was barely above a whisper, " Continue."

Once the Admiral’s acceptance had been made clear the whispers immediately returned. Reporters checked recorders and leaned forward in their seat and some stood, as if that act would allow them to hear more. The Admiral ignored the dull buzz knowing that once the young Ensign began talking that silence would come over the room again.

Drake took a long hard swallow then began, " I am sure that the Federation is already aware of the device that was found on ‘Glorious’ that by remote caused fires and about the fact that ‘Glorious’ blueprints and docking and departure schedule was given to an outside source. A source that is highly believed to be the G’nar empire. Though-"

The Admiral clenched her jaw moments before her interruption, " I said you will get only one warning, but I am telling you now that if you shut your mouth now you will not come up against any disciplinary actions," the elder woman lowered her tone and it was clear she wasn’t pleased with where this was going, " You are implying that a very respected member of the Federation family is involved with treason and-"

" I’m not implying anything," Drake boldly cut off the Admiral, " I have proof!"

Now all the reporters were standing and pictures were being taken, some were using the commotion to speak with their counterparts outside and bring them up to date. The Admiral was trying in vain to quiet the room and after a few moments she sighed in defeat. Vice Admiral Smith, a short, stout man, bellowed to the crowd to ‘Shut the hell up’ and after a threat to throw all the reporters out the noise finally died down.

Commander Reynolds leaned over and whispered to Dee, " I’ve always liked that man. He knows how to command."

Dee snorted, " He’s just loud. The badger wouldn’t know how to lead an army of ants."

The room looked over at Admiral Jenkins as she stood, " Very well Ensign Parker. Let us see this evidence."

Drake nodded then reaching into one of his neon orange leg pockets he pulled out some folded papers. Dee looked over at J.J. and noticed the wide eyes and the way the young man worried his bottom lip. Dee narrowed his eyes, it was clear to him now that J.J. knew what was printed on those papers and that this was the reason he and Drake were on their way to the Admiral’s room not too many nights ago. Dee looked back at Drake in time to see the man pull out a small disk from his pocket as well. Drake held both of these items up.

" These are Captain Rose’s phone records and two numbers consistently kept coming up. One belonged to a young woman by the name of Carol and the other...well, I took the liberty of calling that number myself and this is the recording of that conversation," at that Drake held up the disk.

" No! NO!" Berkely was up then, slamming his fist on the marble table, " a person can NOT just go through phone records! That is a VIOLATION of my civil rights!"

The Admiral was nodding waving her hand in a silent gesture for Rose to sit down. Then she interlaced her fingers and glared, " He is absolutely right. Explain yourself Ensign. I will not listen to any evidence that has been illegally obtained."

Drake nodded licking his lips nervously. This moment would determine his future from here on. He had walked too far out onto the ice to go back, now he would see if it was thin or not.

" My close friend and former colleague Darius Williams was performing a security check," as Drake spoke the Admiral was punching buttons on a hand held notepad. By the time Drake was done the room’s projector was lowered and the man in question was looking quite anxious.

" Mr. Williams," Admiral made herself known, " Look up phone log security checks for the past month."

" Yes Admiral," Darius bent his head and began typing.

" Oh, by the way Mr. Williams, please put up a double screen so we can all see what you are doing."

Darius looked up briefly with a frown, but the screen split and now everyone in the Judicial Hall was privy to the man’s computer screen. He typed until he had found the logs then he began to scan, the monotone computer voice reading off all the security checks ran in the last month. The count down was excruciating, Drake prayed that Darius was smart enough to put the check some where in last week, anything longer away than that would be awful for Drake. It would look like he was sitting on evidence and that in it’s self was treason. One more date was read and then the computer voice stopped.

The Admiral’s eyes went wide, her anger was so powerful that some of the reporters gasped, " Two weeks ago? You had that recording for two weeks!"

Drake opened his mouth to speak, but had to stop to take a deep breath to calm his nerves. He was in for it now, but hopefully the Admiral’s curiosity was so great that she would still listen to the disk. He tried again to speak, but was halted by the computer voice reading more dates. Everyone frowned or whispered what had happened and Darius chuckled shyly, " Sorry Ma’am. Computer froze momentarily."

She nodded then the room grew silent again as the dates were recited, then finally a date was spoken that a security check was last taken four days ago. Drake was so relieved that he almost fainted and though he didn’t fall he did sway a bit.

" Thank you Mr. Williams," Admiral Jenkins nodded and broke the connection. She didn’t bother asking why the man gave the information over to Ensign Parker, she knew already that Rose had his slimy hands everywhere so the police force couldn’t have been an exception.

" May I?" Drake held up the disk.

" Please."

Drake slid the disk into a unit on the top of the podium and after pushing play...waited. The projection screen glowed and when the body of the G’nar came into view, the room collectively held their breaths. Rose stood slowly, his mouth open in silent horror. He was trembling in his embarrassment and rage and as soon as the recording ended he leapt.

Drake noticed Berkely’s form jumping across the table top, but was too stunned to do anything. He watched as Rose’s fist came down and let out a yell as it connected with his face. Drake stumbled back as people all around him gasped and cried out. He sat up quickly using the back of his right hand to wipe the blood that had dripped from his nose. Drake glared at Rose and standing slowly he whispered.

" You brought this on yourself."

" You bastard!" Rose’s words were barely above a whisper, but the tone made Drake tense in anticipation of another hit.

" Name calling are we? My turn," Drake smirked, before his voice took on a darkness, "Traitor."

Rose shook his head, " I have no idea how you doctored that tape, but-"

Drake bristled then, " Don’t!" he pointed at the man, " Don’t you dare lie! You knew exactly what you were doing! Just like now!" his volume was steadily increasing now and the reporters were all standing talking freely into their headsets, " Like now! We wouldn’t even be here if Maclean had picked you over the Lieutenant!"

Rose was like quick sliver and within seconds he had Drake on his back with his hands wrapped around the young Ensign’s neck. They had landed on the benches between Ryo and J.J., however, it was Dee who was up first pulling at Berkely’s arms and yelling for him to let go. Commander Reynolds was next trying to pry the powerful fingers from around Drake’s neck directly. The security guards were calling for Rose to stop, the Admirals and even some of the reporters were pleading for him to release Parker. No one was getting through to him, his eyes were focused on the man beneath him, he had nothing to lose now. The punishment for treason was death, so no matter if he destroyed the man that had exposed his deceit. Drake was losing consciousness and no one could get through to the Captain...until.

" Berekly," Ryo spoke the man’s name calmly and even through the ruckus the sound was heard. Ryo watched as the man’s vison cleared and let out a sigh of relief when Rose jerked his hands away. Rose fell to his knees and looked up wide eyed at Ryo.

Ryo watched through sad brown eyes and Rose’s arms were roughly pulled behind his back. Their gazes locked as handcuffs were clamped down and Ryo felt a sudden urge to hold the man.

Rose stared into Ryo’s eyes and he whispered, " What happened to my life?"

Ryo was at his knees then, a hand on either side of Rose’s face and tears now freely flowing, " I don’t know, but...my God why?"

All Rose could do was shake his head. Ryo watched as the guards pulled the Captain to his feet and walked him back to his seat. Ryo fell forward catching himself with his palms to the cold floor. The tears had stopped, but the ache in his chest did not. Ever since Rose had explained his reasoning for wanting to get back at Dee Ryo hadn’t been able to hate him anymore. Though Ryo loathed that Rose had let his revenge tunnel his vison and also the resulting actions because of that, he couldn’t hold it entirely against him. He couldn’t fully explain it, but Ryo felt for Rose and the thought that his life was utterly ruined now sent sympathetic chills through him.

Ryo pushed himself back up to his feet then took his place next to J.J. ignoring the questioning looks from Dee and Bikky. J.J. was tending to Drake, who, though breathing brokenly would ultimately be fine.

After what seemed like and eternity Admiral Jenkins finally spoke, " I thank you Ensign Parker for your diligence in obtaining this information and a full investigation into the matter will be launched. However, we are here on behalf of the charges against Lieutenant Laytner, " the Admiral gave a deep sigh before continuing, " Though this evidence does put Captain Rose’s reasoning for requesting this trial against the Lieutenant questionable it was through your statement Ensign that this trail and it’s investigation seems warranted."

" Shit!" Parker whispered the word and he kicked himself for speaking of Rose’s jealously of losing Ryo to Dee out loud.

The Admiral pursed her lips, " Unless you want Maclean as well?"

" No, no," Drake shook his head and mouth ‘I’m sorry’ to Ryo, who just shrugged.

" Lieutenant please resume your position at the podium and I trust there will be no further outburst from any party in this room," at that last statement Admiral Jenkins scanned the room and her gaze made everyone hush, " Very good, now Lieutenant, is there anything you wish to say?"

" Yes Admiral," Dee was tired of all this now, it occurred to him during Drake’s stint at the podium that even if this trail was dismissed due to Rose’s misconduct that he and Ryo’s relationship could still be called up for violation later. There was no double jeopardy where this was concerned so he rather finish it here and now.

" Proceed Lieutenant."

Dee took a deep breath, " It is true that I have been engaging in a sexual relationship with one of the lower ranking officers," Dee waited until the reporters stopped gasping, then he smiled wide and said, " It was damn good too!"

Ryo dropped his head into his palm with a groan as the Admiral shook her head. Bikky was stifling a laugh while Rose shifted in his seat.

Admiral Jenkins spoke, " Very well. Do you hereby acknowledge that you are confessing to the charges against you of your own free will?"

Dee nodded after stating a firm ‘yes’ and at that moment he was no longer some slime ball on trail. After Rose’s violent attack and the dashing smile just given by Dee, the reporters had all come to see Laytner as the victim. A man in love that, by the rules of the Federation, was forced to give up the one he needed in his life. It was all so Romeo and Juliet that some of the female reporters were crying. Dee’s smile was seen as a brave front, trying to hold back his inner turmoil. Had they all known the man better they would have known he was merely sticking it to Rose.

" In light of this new development I will be handing down a meager sentence. I strongly believe that Captain Rose has done this to spite you and that this perhaps wouldn’t even be an issue had your advances been swept aside," the Admiral pulled out an electric notebook and began to draw up the plans for Dee’s punishment, " I will order that you attend conduct classes and that you will have to lecture at a class on the subject of sexual harassment," suddenly she looked up at Dee and in a stern voice said, " Lieutenant you are also to break all ties you have with this subordinate and you will not-" she cut off her words once she noticed Commander Reynolds stand, " Yes Commander?"

Dee turned and looked at Leslie puzzled then his features turned to anger as Leslie began to speak.

" With all due respect Admiral I believe that your punishment, though understandable, is too weak," Leslie walked and stood beside Dee, " I have worked with this man on the ‘Stetson’ and I know his work ethic is impeccable. However, this trail is being broadcast all over the world as well as moon colonies and on Federation ships. I think it would be a detriment to the moral and structure of the Federation crews if the Lieutenant got off with merely a slap to the wrist. He needs to be punished to the fullest extent."

Admiral Jenkins leaned back in her seat then with a smile asked, " Well, what would you suggest Commander Reynolds?"

Leslie looked confident and regal at his place by Dee’s side and most of the female reporters swooned. Leslie smirked some as he spoke, " I suggest forfeiture of pay for two months, reduction of rank to the lowest level and to be removed from my ship and returned to ‘Glorious’ immediately."

Dee looked at Leslie dumbstruck, his suggested sentence was harsh- too harsh for the crime. Dee felt numb, he had always looked up to Leslie and he had always admired the man. He thought of him as a friend, but now it seemed as though the man didn’t feel the same about him. Dee felt betrayed and hurt and very very angry. As he looked at Leslie he noticed that the man wouldn’t look his way. It was through a haze of disbelief that Dee heard the Admiral accept Leslie’s terms and adjourned the trial. Dee turned on heavy heels and rushed from the court room.

Dee was out of the Headquarters building without looking behind him and was on ‘Glorious’ before any of the reporters had a chance to speak with him.

***

Commander Reynolds had been on ‘Glorious’ only one other time so he asked the young teen Bikky to show him to Dee Laytner’s room. He thanked the boy and waved as he watched him leave his side. Then he pressed the com on the outside.

" What?"

Leslie sighed at Dee’s rough tone, " May I come in Lieutenant?"

There was a pause for a full five minutes before the door slid open. Dee glared at Leslie then stepped aside to welcome him in. The Commander entered gracefully finding his way over to one of the two black leather armchairs in the room. He waved Dee over and motioned for him to sit in the other one. Dee obeyed with a scowl.

" You are angry with me," It wasn’t a question and Leslie spoke it with a smile, " Surly as an officer you understand my reason for such action?"

Dee’s emeralds became darker, " You said you would always have my back," it was a controlled whisper, one used to hold his anger at bay.

" Yes I did," Leslie smiled again, " and I meant it."

" And he did."

The two men looked over to see Ryo leaning against the door frame, " If you don’t want people to over hear," Ryo stepped into the room with a smile, " then close the door," it slid shut behind him.

" You’re not upset Ryo?" Dee let his hurt show. How could he be so wrong about the two people he cared about most?

Ryo shook his head, " Don’t you realize what he’s done for you?" the blond let out a chuckle.

Leslie sighed, " Dee, had you accepted the original sentence you would have to end your relationship with Ensign Maclean."

" However harsh you think Commander Reynolds punishment was it actually helped you a lot," Ryo noticed that Dee was still confused and he smiled, if the man would stop being so angry he would have gotten it by now. None the less he helped him out anyway, " You lost your rank Dee. You are an Ensign now."

" No shit!" Dee was about to continue until he felt a firm hand on his knee. Leslie was smiling his gray eyes twinkling.

The Commander spoke, " What is more important to you, being with Ensign Maclean or being a Lieutenant?"

Ryo’s smile widened, " You are an Ensign now."

Leslie stood, " Your relationship with Maclean can not be contested now. You are both now of the same rank. Being together is completely acceptable," he made his way to the door and opening it looked back at a stunned and slightly embarrassed Dee. He laughed, " I can’t believe you even doubted me!" then he was gone and the door was shut.

Ryo laughed fully now all the worry and fear of the trail lifted. He hadn’t realized just how stressed he had been about it. Dee stood and walked over to Ryo wrapping his arm around his waist.

" You must think I am so stupid," Dee rested his forehead on Ryo’s

" No," Ryo’s laugher had subsided, but a joyous smile remained, " I think you are wonderful."

"Just wonderful?" Dee raised an eyebrow.

Ryo looked up in mock thought, " Yeah, that’s about it."

" Hmmm, really?" Dee gave Ryo a smirk and whispered, " because I can think of many things to call you."

Ryo closed his eyes, he recognized that whisper and his body was warming in reaction to it. Ryo sighed, " Like what?"

Dee nuzzled the blond’s warm neck, " Wonderful works for you too, but also, kind and generous," he started to kiss the flesh, stopping to feel the vain pulse on his lips, " gentle is a good one, that and," he turned his head and touched his lips to Ryo’s, " beautiful."

They kissed then and Ryo noticed it was more passionate than their last and it occurred to him that Dee must have been stressed as well. He closed his eyes completely and tasted the lips warming his own. Ryo ran his tongue along Dee’s bottom lip and was thrilled when he felt the man shudder under the sensation. Soon they were exploring each other, laving and smoothing the familiar contours of one another’s moist mouths.

Ryo was vaguely aware of being moved through the room and it wasn’t until the back of his knees hit the side of the bed that the kiss was broken. Dee didn’t move away though, he kept their bodies pressed together as he lowered them onto the bed, he lips were still touching Ryo’s so when he spoke his breath washed over Ryo causing the man to moan, " You are hot and passionate," Ryo was finally on the bed and Dee’s weight was welcome. Dee smirked and began kissing Ryo’s neck once more all the while whispering pleasing adjectives, " Smooth, alluring," Dee shifted and heard Ryo gasp against his hair, " and...hard."

Ryo breathing quickened, it always amazed him how Dee’s kisses could warm his body faster than any fingers could. Dee’s lips were on his collar bone now and once he made it to the hollow he swirled his tongue around before making his way back up the underside of Ryo’s neck, marking his path with a hot tongue. Ryo was panting now and when Dee’s lips found his again he moaned. Dee kissed him deeply and was pleased when he noticed that Ryo trembled every time their tongues met.

Dee broke the kiss and suddenly he was standing and pulling Ryo up with him switched places. He sat on the edge of the bed and holding Ryo out at arms length whispered, " Undress for me."

Ryo stood at the foot of the bed for a moment taking in Dee’s words. He was, at heart, a shy man and the thought of undressing beneath a piercing verdant gaze made him slightly nervous. Yet at the same time the thought that Dee would gain enjoyment by watching sent a pleasurable chill through him. Ryo took a deep breath and with a promise to himself not to look into Dee’s eyes, he proceeded to strip.

Dee smiled devilishly as he watched the blond above him remove his clothing. Dee was silent as Ryo’s uniform dropped to the floor. Ryo removed his feet and kicked the garment behind him. He finally looked up at Dee and saw that the man had raised brows.

Dee pointed to the gray boxer briefs, " You’re not done."

Ryo’s lips parted slightly at the thought of being the only one in the room nude, but he hooked his thumbs under the waist band and swiftly pulled them down, kicking them behind himself as well. Ryo stood exposed and vulnerable and despite of that, or maybe because of it, completely aroused.

Dee’s eyes glazed over with intense desire as he took in the sight before him. It still amazed him that Ryo was so wonderfully attractive. His emerald eyes scanned the broad shoulders and the muscular arms, the flat stomach and powerful thighs. Down farther to the well formed calves then finally back up to the object of his desire. Dee stared hungrily at Ryo’s erect member and leaning forward took a hold of it in his right hand. He heard Ryo hiss as his fingers slowly stroked the flesh, he purposely ignored the tip, concentrating on the length for now. Dee’s fingers moved leisurely and didn’t falter as he brought his left hand up and cupped the heavy sac. Dee smirked as he felt the erection pulse in reaction to the hand between his legs and it was that action that lead Dee to lean forward and taste his Ryo.

Ryo gasped and his eyes slid closed as he was pulled into that warm mouth. He let out a moan as the hand cradled him squeezed and he began to unconsciously rock his hips into the touch. Dee worked his tongue and taking Ryo fully he even began to work his throat, swallowing so the muscles massaged the head. Dee continued playing with the blond until he felt the balls tighten in his hand. He quickly pulled away and looking up into doe brown eyes began to seductively suck and lick his left middle finger.

Ryo watched with a heady feel as Dee sucked his finger, his breathing quickening at the sight and he had to close his eyes to control his passion. It was during that moment Ryo felt Dee’s index finger slide along the cleft of his buttocks before he was gently spread and the middle finger touch his entrance. Ryo sucked in a breath as he was simultaneously taken into a hot mouth and filled with a skillful digit. Ryo was biting his bottom lip now as the finger moved within him and his hips forced his arousal to pump between Dee’s experienced lips.

" Dee...Dee...please," Ryo’s voice was breathy and he reached out and tangled his lean fingers in the dark hair, " Please, please..."

Ryo’s panting tone was erotic and Dee had to force himself to take his time and not ravish the man right at that moment. However, the pleases continued and it seemed to Dee that Ryo was really asking for something. Dee pulled away, but kept his lips on the tip as he whispered, "Please what baby?"

" Please," Ryo let out a moan, " please make me cum."

Dee smiled then forced in another finger and after licking the tip he swallowed Ryo whole again. It didn’t take long, with the inclusion of the second finger and the moist heat of his mouth Ryo reached his peak within seconds. Ryo gripped Dee’s hair in an almost violent manner as his climax rocked him to the core. He was brought up to his tip toes and Dee held his hips as he shook with the force of his pleasure and after the waves subsided his knees buckled. Dee stood quickly and wrapping his arm around his waist held Ryo up, locking eyes with him and holding the gaze until Ryo was placed back onto the bed. Ryo threw and arm over his eyes and took deep breaths as Dee undressed himself.

Soon Dee had settled down next to Ryo and kissed the man on the shoulder. Ryo removed his arm and looking over at his lover took his face in his hands and kissed him sweetly. Ryo broke the kiss and leaning back to better look at Dee’s face he whispered, " Make love to me."

Dee nodded, " Yes."

Ryo rolled and straddled Dee smiling then lowering his body he made his way downward. Dee groaned as he felt Ryo’s breath flowing over the head of his erection and though he knew what Ryo was going to do his body still jerked when Ryo took him into his mouth. Dee closed his eyes and relished in the thought that Ryo had done that willingly. Ryo wasn’t there long, after a few long wet sucks he was crawling back up to sit on Dee’s stomach.

Ryo’s eyes were twinkling as he asked, " Ready love?"

Dee nodded, loving the nickname and Ryo’s eagerness. Ryo lifted himself and slowly the two worked at getting Dee positioned then finally within Ryo’s tightness. Dee knew he wouldn’t last long, Ryo had a way of spiking his libido to the highest levels. Ryo set the pace and soon his climax was rebuilding, his shaft erect and throbbing once again. Dee, hating that his right arm was still in a cast, had to decide on touching Ryo’s body or stroking him to completion. Once he felt his desire rising and knowing he didn’t have much time he opted to help Ryo cum along with him. Dee’s left hand reached out and wrapping around the hard heat he stroked and watched as Ryo’s pants became stronger a sure sign he was getting close. Ryo closed his eyes and fell over the edge for the second time that night and the sight of the blond losing control and the feel of his hot seed hitting his chest forced Dee over as well.

The two of them climaxed together and even in the haze of his orgasm Dee realized that they would be doing other things together from this day forward. Dee hadn’t answered Leslie’s question about what was more important to him, rank or Ryo, he hadn’t needed too, he was sure his love for this man was as clear to everyone as the morning dew. As the two men came down from their bliss and lay breathing heavy and sated Dee realized that he had finally found his purpose in life. It wasn’t to win wars or gain rank and stature. It was to please the blond beside him and that was more important than any mission the Federation would ever give him.

Ryo looked into Dee’s eyes and whispered, " What are you thinking about?"

Dee smiled weakly, " Just how much I love you."

Ryo laughed softly, " I love you too."